Friends can break your heart too...

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
I still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
I fucked around and got attached to you
Found out friends can break your heart too,
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me, you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I guess wedding bells were just alarms
Now theres caution tape around my heart
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I'm always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my mom that it's good to have feelings
Do you ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
You lied to me, lied with me, just to get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her