This Darkness

Fighting it back
Beating it down
Everybody hates seeing a queen with a tilted crown
But no one see
I fight for air
I fight for control
I beat it down so I can care
I beat it down so I don't give you a scare
You call me a fighter
You call me a worrier
But the darkness mangles your kindness
All I hear is...
Great job on not making a scene or making yourself bleed
Thanks for not asking me a thousand stupid questions, to feed your insecurities.
Good control with your words today
Thanks for not being such bitch today
You call me a Warrior
You call me a fighter
But most days I just feel like an unlucky survivor