I have climbed mountains...

I have climbed mountains.

I did not look beautiful. I did not look graceful.

But I have climbed mountains all the same.

I have worked hard.

I did not always focus. I did not always make the right decisions.

But I worked hard all the same.

I have looked fear in the face and laughed.

I did not always have the strength to stand. I did not always maintain faith.

But I faced fears all the same.

I am a changed person.

I sometimes miss the person I was. I sometimes cry and curse and cut.

But I am still a changed person.

I am proud of how far I have come.

I sometimes flinch when I look at my scars. I sometimes hate myself for doing certain things.

But I am still proud of the person I have become.

Because despite climbing mountains, working hard and facing my fears,

Despite realising and accepting the changes I have made and being proud of them I will not forget the person I used to be, the one who felt at home, on the ground, in the village overshadowed by that mountain.

I won’t forget the person I used to before I chose to work my ass off.

I won’t forget how I felt when I looked fear in the face that time, or how I cried with anger and terror but managed to laugh at fear itself, even though I doubted everything about myself and this new found strength I pretended to have.

I will not forget.

The harsh truths keep me honest. The memories keep me grounded. The reality keeps me sane and the journey keeps me humble.