I have some catching up to do

I have some catching up to do
I remember teachers telling me that they want to see me after school
But I never listened
I always left right afternoon

Somewhere in my conscious something was telling me…
You have some catching up to do
I figured to myself thats just another high school rule

I never really touched consent
Like pointing fingers… I always seen it as a threat

Instead I always found advice… my friend

Could I be that rebel…?

I always liked to build flat round stones as big as a dinner plate
I lay them right below in front of me, trailing my own followed steps

All this manifesting
In my imagination
Close you're eyes and paint this picture exactly on location

Tho I knew I had some catching up to do
I Always felt trapped… like in a lost cocoon
Till I came across the word…Pursue
And like the Diamond in the dirt I knew this was the life for two

NOT ALL have the free life of freedom
Some may think that freedom falls in with the thought of a three some
Sexual desire that is…

When I talk I speak of the soul
A quest of finding a land of Love
A perfect rhyme that fits with tole
Don't be lost in time
Refine you're goals
Pat yourself on the back for once
Pick up that sword!
Degrade the fear to fight at night
look to the moon and find the light
And when you think you have it right…

I open my eyes
And just how I had synchronized  
I have some catching up to do!