I just wanted a friend

Have you realised how much im hurting 
All i wanted was a friend 

Why did you have to be so mean
Now im hiding
So my tears cant be seen

I might not cut
But i have more scars than you can count

I feel like im going to drown
But no one will notice 
For i refuse to make a sound

Can you just leave
Your breaking me down Faster than i heal

You know ive gone numb
But your words make me feel
But i wish they didn't 

They make me feel pain
Did you know
Im not sane now

Im just a shell
I've already descended down to hell

My demons took over
I see no colour

I just wanted a friend
When will my life end

I wont kill myself 
I'll just drag on this deathly pain

I guess thats why you said i had no brain