i knew the end was near

sometimes I look beyond a world without you

I wonder if its right for me

if I could make it on my own

I want to be able to smile again

live again and

breath again

I want the world to make sense

like it did when we first met

I want all my fears to be left behind

and all my dreams to come forward

I want my heart to be healed

and my soul to be fulfilled to the fullest

I want to be faithful without a doubt

move forward without holding back

I want you to let me go

unlock the chains

that are weighing me down

so I can be free

soar through the sky

 and not look back.