I Look To The Skies

I look to the skies as I realize; It was all lies.
Tears began to flow; How could I have fallen so low.
I can love me better this I truly know.
So I step to the door; I can't take the shit no more.
I look to the skies as I realize; It's shit for the flies.
Pain that flows so deep; Only God knows.
I can treat me better this I surly know.
I look to the skies as I realize; That I have to dry my eyes.
Lonely days and sleepless night; no one to hold tight.
So I hold on to my heart wit all my might, This is not a fight!!