I lost the battle today

I lost the battle today
It still hurts like it was yesterday
No amount of time seems to reveal any relief for my broken heart
Your everywhere
Everywhere I go
Everywhere I look
In my every thought
Consuming my heart and mind with this ghost that won't let me go
This ache
This burn
This longing for you is slowly tearing me apart
To miss something so wholeheartedly
And to need them with such force that it could shift time 
Where do I go without you?
How can I go without you?
This is the part where we fail love...
We let it slip through our hands
Come back to me
Unbreak my shattered heart
Stitch me back together with needle and heartstrings
Give me a patchwork heart
Only you can make me whole again
For you are what is missing from me
I am waiting
I will wait
I have no other choice
My heart will never love again
You 
You are my heart
You are my love
Today I lost the battle
It still hurts like yesterday
Everyday filled with fake smiles and tears
Im so lost without you
I have lost
I lost you
I am lost