I never got away

Parkinson's wears my father's face
As the terror and violence that I thought were erased
Never went away
I was never really free
It was just a cruel trick
fate played on me
I never escaped
He was always there
Deep in my mind
The horror and the fear
Hidden dormant in silence
Memories of times long ago
That i could never forget
That i could never let go
Now my father gets to finish
The evil he began
As the pain he inflicted
I actually never out ran
In the middle of the night
I now realise
His face is still there
Along with her cries
And forever they'll remain
And through the Parkinson's pain
He gets to end my life
Just like it began
All down to a drunken
Pathetic old man