I prayed

I prayed he'd let me in 
Just allow me to come close 
But I know he won't because
I'm not want he need, I never was.

His eyes revealed his story yet his lips remains shout, I see him dying slowly everyday and still he lives in the shadows of his past,

He paints a smile on his faces as if he is trying to say that he's happy but ever a mirror show the real him so why not me,

The north wind blows my secrets but covers his, sometimes I wonder why I build myself up when I know I'll just going to fall down but for some crazy my heart tells me to keep my believe alive.