I really thought you were the one

15/09/2020
To instrumentals of ‘quarantine’ by Lady Leshur (just repeat the beat a little at the end)
 (Not written for anyone specific but trying to show my diversity in what I write)

I really thought you were the one 

Greeny blue eyes,
I remember,
More like that, 
Of an oceans  turquoise.
A smile that wins,
For that again.
The Closeness of our skins,
Instead of pain,
In that moment,
When I’m #winning!

Tales of our lust,
In my mind shows,
Now just ground to dust,
All I can see,
No more of us.
No Pillow love talk anymore.
You were my cove,
When storms were rough.
Even through the tough times,
Was I enough,
As always said,
Must both find our trust.
How now can we,
Pull through the tough.
Where did all our love go?
Lost your bright smile,
My treasure trove.
No more you anymore. 
had all our fun.
Smiles and laughter,
 summers sun.
winters snow,
Laughter,
For me,
No more.
Lucky I’ve got,
Got my 3 boys.
Where’s our puzzles lost piece?
Do we have one?
Missing piece,
That is.
No harm in trying?
In their young lives,
To balance us,
When times really aren’t right.
We don’t need it.
Not essential,
But would love to be loved.
It’s down to me,
My self belief,
To show my hearts true love,
As to my boys,
I am big chief!
And they are my sane world!

They’re Speeding by,
Blink of an eye,
 You Still holding their sign,
No way..No how,
Someone like you,
I never thought I’d find,
You came along,
You blew me blind,
As now I cannot see.
No other girl,
Can take my mind,
I’m talking literally!

Hold back.. stand back,
Way over there,
In my life do you want?
Stand back.. hold back,
Listen and think,
You know the words are true,
All that i speak,
All that I say,
I so want you back,
Till the end,
Eternally with you,
That once true love,
 back then we once knew!