I Scream Oblivion

Alone in the dark I hear your name 
Alone in the dark you feel no pain
Oblivion I scream oblivion
The state of unknowing 
I feel the sharp words run down my back
I'm sorry
I love her
Love
What is this concept of love
Did I do something wrong
Why does this love always escape me 
I know I'm not your only one
In fact I was never anything at all
I hold everything together with all my might just to see it fall
I always ask myself what am I to you
It couldn't be much and I don't expect it to be
Do you look down on me and laugh
Does it bring joy that sorrow is in your path
I am stuck in cold oblivion
Many secrets come through here
When I first met you you said you were not the heartbreaking type
 I know not of love 
I don't know why I expected you to show me 
I am sorry for putting so much pressure on you
Knowing that you can never help me
Oblivion is forever