I smile

I SMILE but the rain on the inside is tearing me up.

I smile but in the dark I cry with precised.

I smile so that my hunger can't eat away of my hurt.

I smile only when I think about my heartless desert.

i SMILE to get by my days at work.

I smile to cover up my  frown.

i smile even when fake fiends clown.

I smile to keep from being blue.

I smile  because I know gods  still loves me too.

I smile because I'm not down.

I smile when, even, when, no ones around.

I smile because in me I have a home.

I smile because I'm, not alone.

I smile because I am drawn.

to a life that lead me on.

I smile because its not all wrong.

I smile like no other.

 finally reaching out to a brother.

but they are not listening.

therefore I smile for a while.

until I'm  tested in denial.

I smile at my child.

telling baby girl its going be okay.

I smile as I pray

knowing that it will all work out accordant god plan one day