I SPOKE TO GOD

I spoke to god

The conversation was one sided, i asked the most questions, im the one going through the struggle of self in a world were selfish is the only source of fish to eat in a sea full of sharks disgusted as ships who only want to sail in relations beneficial to themselves.

Says he who’s mother sold him for tic, and the crying baby in her who’s fate is likely to be like its brother, as now the baby’s cries are satisfied by moms habit of sucking glass dicks

Or her who only knows the love of a father through rape turned into love making

Or them who only say thank you when you give them some change

Or the hood niggas who show love with bullets and gang signature, but if aint from our click then  the causalities of war are beloved anthems of revenge so on and so on until the news reports another black death, black tears down a black face, of another black mother.

Where you go is your own choice if choose to throw out the condom and leave yourself defenceless in this diseased world then sickness is eminent.

 says The wise lady , wisdom from person who already lost her tooth

Since you still have teeth either bite on this knowledge or get fucked.

The difference between following your dream or living according to society norms

Is what you find down the rat hole?

This aint the matrix

There is no Morpheus

There aint no blue pill, red pill choice

This is life man

God...If you lead my life, i will shape shift myself in to a rabbit and follow you like you got carrots up your ass

If father me, i will trust im your child and you will protect me from those swearing paedophiles

 around our nursery school

If praying to you always helps, my hands will always be folded in pyramid form and to insure i will use soletape

All i want is your help out this confusion, the fusion of self pity and doubt creates reasons of why the rope in tied on the tree and around my neck,

Why looking in the mirror is the hardest thing to do, knowing you have a gift thats wrapped so tight every time you are close to opening it, Christmas is already over

My parents setting expectation i cant reach, when i reach them, they increase the level

Levels and more levels like listening to an aka album

I need your help..... what should i do, i have no money, no opportunities to reveal my gift to world

 Please answer,

This days of frustrations are in constant rotation

If you can’t help, then answer to show that you alive

I don’t know how y ‘all speak to god

But when i spoken to him or her

no words but action

Hence now a nigga is standing in front of you today

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