I Stand A Hundred Feet Tall

So, I see that they do not believe in me
I actually feel sorry for those who cannot see
How honest, I really am, or have been
Seems as if the liars, always win
Sinner's live to cause pain and lie
While, I live to spread my wings and fly
There is always sunshine, after each period of rain
A miracle always arrive's after all the pain
What others may see
Is the opposite of what live's in me
Inside, of me live's a warrior always prepared to fight
To protect my inner light
In which, they wished to destroy
Today, I surely enjoy
Showing them all
That I stand a hundred feet tall
How would you feel, if in one day 
You were literally thrown away
By your own mother
To later, be labelled by your idol of a big brother
I was sexually abused
By a man who refused
He lied through his teeth, saying he did not touch a hair
They all believe him, I do not care
All I know, is after mom turned her back 
Well I took the love their heart's lack
Turned it into poetry
They may not but, I BELIEVE in me
Because, ONLY I, know what my eyes have seen
Or my body has felt, my flashbacks are a scene
That only my memory knows
Now, I heard his guilt shows
You may all think, I am the liar of the century
That is okay, you can't destroy me
Because I have already survived the storm
Yet my heart remained tender and warm
Loving, and extremely caring
I live to be courageous, and daring
I am a gifted poet
Sad part is, is how none of you know it
People will always judge me
That will never change, yet I feel sorry that they do not see
How hard I have tried, to make everyone happy
For them to just sit miserably
Sticking labels on me
Wow, I am one strong woman today
From age twelve until now, I battled my war alone I must say
So this woman will continue to fight
Protecting her inner light
I am beautiful, and I know I am I do not need them for me to see
The beautiful warrior living inside of me
Lately, I have only been saying goodbye 
To those who make me cry,to those who believe my words were were lie
I must leave behind, they will only destroy my future with my past
But, I made the decision that I deserve freedom at last
So this goes out to all the beautiful woman warriors like me
Spread those wings woman, because you too could be free
Of the pains, of the past
Enjoying freedom at last