I want my son

 I want my son with me so much it hurts

and as each day passes it just keeps getting worse.

  I want to be able to be his mother and grow our special bond,

hes a new born and this is when we are suppose to be growing our connection.

  Being a mother is all ive ever wanted to be, 

but one little mess up and my child isnt with me you see?

  Im doing all i have to to get him back, 

even before the courts and cps tell me what i should.

   Im not stupid i know what i did was wrong,

but to have my baby back id never ever do it again.