I wanted to

I want you to suck
Her name out of my mouth, so I won't say it
I want you to tie you tie with mine
So she won't come through
I want you to scratch
All your codes, in my back
So I won't be able to scream your secrets
I want you to be faithful 
When I can't be with you
I want you to remember me
When we separate out lips from peace
I want you to want me
No matter the guide line blur
I know you could do all these things
But I could never be
What you want me to be
Cause our parents are
Getting through