I wonder

Pale skin like a ghost
uncertainty in my mind
as cold as the brutal winter weather
His eyes pierce my soul like a knife.

i feel so many emotions
but words i am yet to find
im sure he is able to read me
his compulsion i cannot decline

its like he has me hooked
this sensation of uncontrolable desire
Who is he? What does he want from me?
thoughts racing insanely 
0 to 100 in a blink of an eye

his silence so mysterious and alluring
feels like he glares into my mind
Somehow i sence the depths of his heartache
but what does he want me to find?

my blood runs cold just from his touch 
sending shivers down my spine 
but as his hands explore my neck i feel a gentle compassionate side

i embrace my fear
So not to be scared 
I sense his decomposed soul from within.
his heart is black almost like he has nothing pure left to give

His pain runs deeper to every valve of his heart 
its been burnt, easily ignited
How does he make me see all of this?

I see descicated flesh, mortal screams, pertruding veins and a certainty of death!

but somehow im no longer afraid
Or the fact he can control my mind 
But Something about him is addictive, captivating. I cant walk away. I feel a connection inside.