If later showed up early

Not a good time, someone once said. Later might be as bad as now. It may be better. Maybe it never shows up at all. What if later had gotten here early? Making right now so far back in the past that everyone will mistake later for now and now will  never exist. Making this, and all else attached to this moment (a thought quite monumental) impossible. Since you're manifesting what your overburdened mind cannot possibly be seeing, you, sir/ma'am are but a figment of your own twisted, delusional impossibility. So stop! What are you doing? You stopped! You've allowed an, as of now, know conundrum command you to a specific action that cannot be specified, nor can you take action or even the non action. You can't even allow something that never was become a non, suggesting it may have been, when in fact there's no way you ever existed, let alone MY existence, which cannot even seem rediculous, referring to that which never could have been as oneself! Not a good time, indeed.