If Only.

As the food touches her lips, she knows it's just going to go straight to her hips. 

With the feeling of disgust, throwing up is a definite must. 

Leaning over the toilet seat throwing up everything she just ate, the only word going through her mind is hate. 

Wishing this nightmare could end, as much as she wants to stay this way, she really does want to be on the mend...