ill avoid.

I shall ill avoid the scene play in my mind,
Foreseen future dominating my sanity,
Screaming pores on my skin,
Even the hairs seek shelter beneath the skin,
Eyes connection lost in a parallel word,
Fighting against the agonies within,
Time heals no absence,
Nor do birds sing,
Wondering through the hollows of thus cruel mind,
Cast thee blind if not apparelled,
For non nor each do take,
Breathless disaster meditates,
Oh the scene rolls on in darkest depths,
Drowning mountaineer,
Skies silent volunteer,
Climb back down from there,
Evaporation no air,
Either equivalent despair,
Seemingly endless fight,
Pledge nor plead,
Internal bleed,
Wishing now but non,
Residue of sorrow seeping sun,
Castration of thy holy one,
Death defying sun.