I'm coming home

One, two, three! All eyes go on me
Four, five, six! They pull on their foul tricks
Seven, eight, nine! Soon you'll be mine
Don't forget ten! I'm coming home!
When?

I'm coming home to see you again
I'll be waiting underneath the Japanese cherry tree
Will you be there when we met again?
This time do you promise to forever stay with me?

I'll take you into my arms and hold you close
I miss you, dear, it's just been way too long!
I promised to never forget you
Did you already forget about me?
I'm coming home back to you
But when I come what will I do?

Will you hold my hand or leave it astray?
Did you keep me in front or in the back of your mind?
Did you keep me in memory and think of me each day?
Am I no longer your baby star that made you shine?
Did somebody replace me?
Did you move on without ME?
Are you sad about your loss or are you happy without me?
Why am I thinking of such a thing?
I love you, and you must love me
You LOVED me

We'll start a new and I'll stick by your side
I'll tell you stories about when I was nine
When you weren't here and we were separated
We're not strangers, we're related
Are you going to remember the day I came into this world?
Are you going to remember your little girl?
Where am I in your head?
Do you dream of me or think I'm dead?
I wish I knew more about the one who's supposed to be my closest companion
I wish I was able to say those seven letters
We'll be together FOREVER
But in the end in ended out with GOODBYE
Even today I start to cry
I yearn for the one who gave me a life
I want to hold your hand
I want to kiss your cheek
I want to be the one to make you smile
I want to come home from school and give you a hug
Help make dinner with the one I love
I guess I'm stuck in this whole that I dug
I can't stop thinking about you
Every day that I move on, you always seem to get stuck in my dreams
Do you think of me like how I think of you?

I'm coming home back for you
Everything I ever did was for you
I'll hold you close and cry on your shoulder
Promise me that you won't get any older
I'm gonna keep you in mind 'till the day I die
Promise me that you won't cry
I'm coming home finally
This time it's DESTINY!

On April 17th I will be going to South Korea to meet my foster mom and maybe meet my birth mother! I'm so excited and nervous! I wish for all the hope I can get from others around me! So many questions are racing in my head, but this is the main one. Will she even want to see me?
Love to all! Ema Aye/ Sarang Hahn