I'm drunk again

Another hard days graft at work.

So I thought I deserved. 

To go to the pub for a bit.

And let the barmaid serve. 

Me a couple of pints,

I t3xt home, say I be back, a bit  late. 

I'm just gonna have one drink, 

Chat some shit with some mates.

2 an half pints down
and yes, I'm feeling quite nice.

I know my dinners gone cold.  
But now,
​​​​​​I aint got no appetite. 

Kinda ignoring her calls, 
Didnt charge, 
let the battery die.

I know what she's gonna say.

She just gonna ask me why?
 
Wats keeping u at the pub?

And

Why don't u bloody come home?

Or 

You're with some woman aren't you ?

Plus

Why don't u pick up your phone?

Honestly! 
She's got me wrong, 

Trust me! 
She just don't understand.

Cheating! 
That's just not in my plan.

Maaan.

I hate they way that she nags,

Fuck it!

Im'ma get half a gram...... 

....... Sniff
Whoosh!

There it goes up my nose
Fools me to think that im sober again.

Im no longer keeping a watch,
 
Of how much money I spend.

I take glance at my watch.

Where the time go?

It's nearly half past ten.

You better get one for the road,

Is wat i got told by my 'friend'

Damn! 
Ive Started slurring my words,
 
My legs no longer steady.

I splash my face with cold water.

Now I feel like I'm ready.
 
To take the long trip home.

Jus' about got sense, not  to try to pretend. 

Just .

Tell her I'm sorry my  love..

Forgive me.
Cos,

I'm drunk again.