I’m free

I’m free 
Well, I’m supposed to be 
But then I’m inside 
I once again cried 
Loosing control 
Is breaking my soul
Feeling the pain
I’m going insane 

I’m free 
Well, I’m supposed to be 
But inside my Head
at night in my Bed 
Reliving the night 
And Loosing the Fight 
Screaming in vain 
I’m breaking again 

I’m free 
Well, I’m supposed to be 
But feeling the scares 
I’m Seeing cigars 
touching the bruise 
Knowing I loose 
Taking the knife 
And ending my life

I’m free 
well, I’m supposed to be
but when I saw the light 
I knew I had to fight 
for all the ones I love 
and the one high above
bearing my deepest plea
set me truly free