i'm hurt, i fell for a boy.

i'm hurt, i fell for a boy. 

a boy that I wanted to hug and admire from 12 o'clock in the morning to 12 o'clock at night.
a boy that smelled like home and made me smile with every word he spoke. 

i'm hurt, i fell for a boy.

a boy that didn't see me for something that I'm not.
a boy that didn't care about my status in the hierarchy of society. 

i'm hurt, i fell for a boy. 

a boy who disappeared leaving me in a pit of anxiety.
a boy who tricked me into thinking i was the only one.

i'm hurt, i fell for a boy. 

a boy who told me that she was just a friend and that it would never happen.
a boy who met her at 12 o'clock and returned at 4am expecting no questions. 

i'm hurt, i fell for a boy, but he didn't fall for me.