I'm Not Alone...

Sometimes I accept silence,
Other times, I write, 
Allowing my creations to be around,
Therefore I'm not alone...
I'm in a story,
I'm in a fairy tale,
Character's, light the way,
Like fireflies on my page,
Sometimes I accept the dark,
Other times, the light,
Allowing me to see the nature I found,
Therefore I'm not alone...
I'm in an adventure,
I'm in a different world,
A world where I can't hear mammy screaming,
A world where I can't hear daddy breathing,
A world where I don't get to see the horrible beatings,
A world where I don't get to see mammy bleeding, 
Sometimes daddy stares at me,
Other times I wish to be free,
Free to dream,
Free to live,
Sometimes I see mammy smile, but with a tear trickling down,
I know this is not a happy tear,
She's sad because she knows I'm safe,
I know in mammies arms I've no fear,
She keeps me away from his nasty face,
She tells me to go, to my happy place,
A place where I'm not alone,
A place where fireflies glow,
A place where some don't know,
Here, is my secret escape,
Here, I go inside the page,
It maybe dark out here,
But for daddy to come home, it's never too late,
I just wish, while I'm here, my mammy won't break,
So I close my eyes,
"Character's, light the way,
Like fireflies on my page"
"I'm not here anymore, I've gone to my happy place..."