I'm Only A Fan

I've only experience once more

Many times I have cried for you

When I am walking out of the door

And realizing it will never be just us two

Once I felt special, but only once

When you heard me screaming your name

Then you turned away and I felt like a dunce

Because I realized you really loved the fame

This time I hope it will be different

Especially when I am there

Because all this time that I have spent

Is never really fair

I'm only a fan

It is really plain and real

Because once you gave me a hand

You will never know how I feel