I'm Really Humble

Early to bed early to rise
I'm up early rehearsing last nights alibi's
I've become benevolent with my lies procrastinating what lies ahead
Flies follow me
Still not cause my egos dead
So fuck it
I focus a little more on my flawlessness
How my presence is a present for the audience
I should be the face of this wasted generation
Substance abusing directionless pessimist possessing a resistance to authority and resilience to ridiculousness
Taking nightmares with me to scare my daydreams
Why do they seem so certain of my intentions don't have an aneurysm searching for meaning in my actions
I feel inept inside of my flesh colored flesh living has left me scarred on the outside
I'm afraid of being scared
Impractical impatient impossible
I'm a reliable liability
Perfectionist
whether it's dumb looks
or plausible deniability
A true humanitarian
Compassionate passenger on this ride
Just passing by
Hang on to the part you that makes you feel alive
what's living if passion dies
I'm coming to grips with the grievances
I'm alright thinking life's a joke filled with billions of shitty comedians
It's not gonna be easy but we gotta try ta smile when it hurts
Sing through the suffering
Expect disappointment
accept gifts of all kinds
Exceptions are loopholes we're waiting to find
Drive fast, take chances, be respectfully skeptical of some of the signs

I'll see you all on the other side