I'm Sick of...

I'm sick of living this life
I'm sick of being his wife
what's the fucking use
when our marriage is all mental abuse
This is not what I wanted
for me
I want to be loved and treated with dignity 
Instead I feel so alone
I rather be dead
then to live in this world alone
I want the fuck out and not scream and shout
I rather cut my losses
before I end my life
Cause this is not what I had in mind
When I became his wife
By: Natasha Burke