Im sorry

 Im sorry for who iam 
A dreamer a poet , im sorry i cant be the person who you want me to be i cant make my heart beat different , im sorry if my words offend you but how can i silence the heart , im sorry for all the people i couldnt keep in my life, that for being me i got left behind i feel bad i could not change to keep them with me, the guilt of the past over the years has become a thing that no matter how far i go it eventually finds me it eventually comes back to my arms , im sorry if my words dont bring joy all the time that im to honest to innocent for this world , im sorry that i truly believe this world we can save that not all hearts are corrupted , such sadness is with me for this world is so cruel i grown seeing how cruel people can be , im sorry for doubting in myself for being so kind sacrificing just so others could smile , im sorry that my eyes are always fixed to the ground. I just got tired of seeing so much deception so much betrayal almost not human how much pain we can give to a point we take lives, im sorry i cant save the good people i always pray for them wish i could be in a million spots protecting the innocent .. But who am i? Im just behind a screen feeling the pain of others not knowing how to make it all stop and bring them joy , im sorry im just a poet that tries to save when iam drowning im sorry for failing all for letting them go, the moon keeps me company in such a place above all im sorry to you........