I'm sorry

why do you lie to me
why do you brake your promises you made to me 
why am I just second best 
even though I'm not your first priority I still love you 
I'm sorry I'm not good enough 
I'm sorry for the problems I make 
but shouldn't I be your first best 
your not supposed to lie to me
your not supposed to brake promises you made 
but even after everything I still love you 
but you are still  the only one that can cheer me up 
your the only one that doesn't avoided my mental health issues I'm sorry I was born this way 
I'm sorry
 I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted 
even though I'm your flesh and blood 
even though you carried me in your stomach so many years ago 
I still love you and I'm still mommy's little girl
I'm just me 
Your only daughter