I’m Tired

“I’m just tired”
“It’s okay I’m tired anyway”
“You know me…tired”
I wish you knew when I said those words, that I am really saying:
I’m tired…of being disappointed.
I’m tired…of you letting me down.
I’m tired…of watching you make bad choices.
I’m tired…of being ignored.
I’m tired…of the excuses.
I’m tired…of competing for your attention.
I’m tired…of picking up the pieces.
I’m tired…of hearing you say one thing and watching you do another.
I’m tired…of holding on to the person you used to be.
I’m tired…of never being able to tell you what I really think.
I’m tired…of giving you chances.
I’m tired…of hoping you’ll change.
I’m tired…of holding on to the person you used to be.
I am tired.