Imprisoned

As I look toward the sky
I can't help but wonder 
What freedom taste like . 
It's been so long since 
I've felt the Son brush my face 
Felt the warmth of his embrace 
Or the joy of his undying grace 
Oh how I long for his peace 
To calm my restless seas 
BOOM , BOOM , BOOM 
Goes the drum 
And the storm rages on 
Darkness moved in 
And loneliness filled my soul 
My God why am I so numb? 
I can remember the days 
Of dancing in the rain 
Sipping champagne 
And laughing my blues away
I miss the smell 
Of fresh cut grass 
Skipping class 
And watching the sun go down 
Taking life for granted 
Is taking your own life 
So why won't you fight? 
I'm trapped in this prison 
I've built in my own mind 
And people wonder why I cry 
All I can feel 
Are chains on my soul 
And the bars on my heart 
Freedom is but a memory 
A friend from long ago 
Like a once familiar feeling 
Oh why did you have to go? 
So as I sit in this chaos 
Of my own spiritual silence 
I wait 
I wait for freedom to show his face 
I wait for the Son 
To be held in his warm embrace 
And as I look tword the sky 
I can't help but wonder 
Oh how I wonder .........................

This is in memory of my sister Shannon and all of those who lost their life In the battle with depression