Imprisoned

I feel like my life is falling apart ...Trying to follow my heart with all these scars leaving a mark ..It's kind of hard to focus when u never had a chance from the start..I feel like I'm drowning with no one around me...Where's the help from my family , ain't got no friends to bail me ...Everyone I trusted n loved failed me...If there's a God above I hope he can hear me because I'm dieing slowly inside, got the past eating me alive..Got no one to believe in, all they constantly do is feeding me lies...Got no more tears to cry, so I just nod my head n close my eyes!