In all conscience

In all conscience 

 I was an egotist with a pseudo conscience
Though out of favor I was  always preferred 
Well because I was stubborn and  sincere
Ultimately was no one’s but my own saviour .

I saw that wild eyes which were of mass
Always turned on me the one man Militia
Against the gangs of fear my sincere ass
I never did social service but self inertia.

My enthusiasm was against the mass hysteria 
The dangerous mob always in procession .
 Hunting for honcho,whom to crush or flatter.
Thus, Neither was I director nor state pensioner.
Kishore Vastani.