In My Thoughts

My Heart Is Turning Cold
From So Many Stories Untold
Im Trying To Be Bold But The Lies Are Getting Old
My Life Is Currently On Hold 
Under Alot Of Pressure I Don't Want To Fold
Help Me Yah Im Falling Fast
I Didn't Know This Pain Would Last
Im Trying To Be An Example
But This Life And The People Are A Handful
Please Father Hear Me Cry
I Dont Want To Die
U Can See The Pain In My Eyes
The River Shall Flow Until It Dries
Im Hurting Deep Down Inside
Please Stay With Me On This Long Ride
Im Stronger Then This But At Times I Feel Weak
Im Stuck In My Mind I Can't Even Speak