choice to make

I do still miss the kiss ,
of your poisons,
Ill fated,
Addictive stain.

The darkest garment 
Lonely night
Couldent hide from your 
eluring weight

Just a gram 
is enough to 
kill the pain.

But the grief 
you caused 
I couldn’t
Possibly give in.
 
Philosophy thought
From time to time.

But thought only lives 
inside the brain.

Thought told wrong 
or so they say
Maby insane.

But they might be right.

Just wait 
don’t leave ..after suducing 
Me with your  glittering face.

Could I have just a taste.
No don’t .
it will all go back
to the same  way.

Cycles of depression 
and hate,
Spirarling our of control.
untill The day breaks.

Then atempt sleep 
 like it never happend 
Procede to cheat.

and lie through out the day 
Just waiting for the moment 
The embrace.
Of geting you in my hands 
At last.

And here you are
 right before me in the dark
My favourite place.

There’s a choice I have to make...