Indefinite revocation

Trying my best to persevere 
Seems pointless but I'm still here 
Where the fuck are you 
Where's the calm hidden in this madness 
I keep picking just to see how bad this scab gets 
Gracias gravity for always holding me down 
A moment of clarity is a rarity 
When I see despair I no longer care 
Life ain't fair 
Wait till we have to fight for air 
Oxygen deprivation might be a medical emergency 
Laughing as your gasping
You still taking breathing for granted?
Unemployed Geniuses feel the squeeze of inflation 
Deformations all over reporters regurgitated information 
Building buildings on top of bulldozed buildings 
Sorry I  chose to go my own way 
Without your approval 
Within my God given rights even when I'm wrong 
Gotta be strong when the gutters where you belong 
Beyond gone off the shit I'm on 
Stay higher than you 
I have to if you want me to listen 
Flawless features didn't fit the description 
Fail to fit in 
Devoted Christian practicing a dereliction of duty
Disturbing the peace 
Pleading with people to please shoot me 
Shoving shit heads into traffic 
Opposite of tragic 
Taking public transit after taking a toxic dose of some of them and these and those 
Love when my stomach bleeds 
Plant seeds 
grow my proceeds
I got needs 
You got no teeth 
Drive by at a slow creep 
Fell down heading up shits creek 
No time for worries currently 
I heard the word on the street and it's how I live is unacceptable people think I'm a freak 
Look in the mirror before you speak 
Different strokes 
To each their own 
Live and let live 
Get what you give 
Can't get no satisfaction but I have all I need 
I never agreed with the greedy
Preconceived notions  
Covered by assumptions 
Assaulted by opions all day 
Huffing duster in the hallway 
Why thrive when you can throw it all away 
Don't be a pussy Bitch call a play 
You keep the love I'll consolidate the hate
Plotting to confiscate the interest rate 
Raiding your checking and savings anything to quiet the cravings 
Claim the crazy 
If I'm anything I am whatever you made me 
Maybe we gotta move on to keep moving 
I find tragedy amusing 
All I see are hues of blue on my mood ring 
Losing more than I'm improving 
Might as well get used to it 
Aging is agitating 
Some dumb thing is always breaking 
Let cellular decomposition begin 
Thank your Cellular company for the brain wave radiation 
Chemotherapy kills you quicker then the affliction 
Developed allergies to affection
Loves a nuclear weapon 
Becoming more Unclear year by year what's the correct direction to head in 
What the fuck did I just step in 
mandatory smoke session 
Ambulatory observations made from an observatories basement 
Precisely planned placement 
The weird buzz from the buds is because I laced it
With addictive substances 
Struggle stringing together sentences 
Shedding what's left of dead skin 
Where's the sense in decision making 
Society is socially unacceptable 
Our policies are politically incorrect 
Twisted judicial system 
I object 
I don't exist I'm an object product of a sick project 
Go against the process is my objective 
On a small scale it's extremely effective 
It's been a point to pin point my mistakes 
Sharpen my perception 
Ignoring unoriginal perspectives 
It's a shame the way living with living has left me jaded and cynical 
Sipping on sloe gin and cyanide 
Drop acid and skydive
Its killing us trying to survive 
Stupid Bitch is a snake 
Looks like Medusa don't look into her eyes 
Nose dives in coke piles 
Running while the rest are resting 
Resisting arrest when the police forces force is excessive 
If ya got bucks get prenups 
Divorce is expensive 
Watch my Lawyers destroy yours 
An obstacle impeding progress is competition in a contest 
Rather win 
I can't stand failure 
No more favors for bad behaviors 
Having premortum conversations with undertakers 
Buying booze for underagers 
Supplying potent product using payphones and pagers 
Jim beam and lasers 
Lunatics loosing it looking for leaders 
Democracy is toppling God bless this God damn mess 
Don't shoot the messenger 
Unsure if she's getting the messages I'm sending her 
Off a cliff 
If she can fly she might be a witch 
Give the bitch a broom and stick her in the kitchen 
I'm falling behind getting with the times 
My angle will break your ankle everytime 
I don't give a shit you can have what's mine
Keep yours fucking creepers
Stage 5 clingers 
Simple minded beginners 
Begging for crumbs Becoming chums with bums in the slums 
Contamination invasion all the way down to the foundations
Our nation's fat with round faces 
Went cross-eyed when contemplated how big space is 
Unconventional operaton protected by the constitution 
All these laws written by fools are filled with loopholes read the rulebooks and outsmart stupid 
Dreams are lucid 
Promise to be at least 20 feet before I lose it 
Is it a crime if you aren't convicted 
Good luck trying to prove it 
Sun deprived skin is thin and translucent