Intertwining Veins

You texted me last night, still playing.
When will you stop bringing me into your game?
Out of this whole thing what is your aim?
This is honestly getting lame.
Still, I look at you and see this flame.
It's so beautiful and captivating but I just can't explain.
It's different from the others, something you have that makes them look plain.
Yet when I think about you I get a chest pain.
I feel it inside me, connecting us is a chain.
Intertwining it are my veins.
Going through and around it like lanes.
It hurts when you pull, but you like it, what do you gain?
Whenever I tell you it hurts and complain.
You get all upset and our friendship goes back to the start and isn't the same.
What you're doing is inhumane.
Something is going on in your brain and it's insane.
I don't want to do this again,
but I want to stay.
I don't know if I'll look back and say it was a mistake.
Still there's something about you that after every problem I will be here anyway.
Trying harder to keep this friendship and not let it go to waste.