Into dark seas

What is this black sea then;
flowing in our midst 
the darkness that tethered our souls
now a disquieting chasm between worlds

am I a pitiful mortal
parting the sea in desperation
only to find my promised land
washed away in unparalleled floods of time
or to gaze at an imposter-prophet 
walking hand in hand on hallowed grounds

is that who you are-
my whispered dream
my promised land 
my fated home
my final resting place 
where broken flowers with cascading honey-tears sing 
silent songs of what our hearts held

with me travels a translucent stone
I cling to it's edges 
in moments of immeasurable solitude
into it's innocent heart I dream my prayers
for you
of you
to heed lust's beguiling siren
love's divine embrace
finally rest my eyes to your beating heart
and live in the heaving of your breasts as you sleep
in the form of you
creature so spectacular you seem impossible
yet I--
a stunted child a broken savage
dreams of you as if life itself

silent hope escapes my lips
that my obstinacy collides with your choas
that among the ruins I created 
we might discover the chord again
if I fail;
my footsteps fall silent
my footprints forever invisible
for dare I not walk on earth
into the sunshine again
without you in the horizon
pray I find my way through fate's cruel maze
or else let the end be a blaze of glory
let it be loud for it to chance upon your ears
let it be quick. 

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