Into The Deep, Dark Water

With determination and doubts aplenty, I,

because I cannot not, write.  What good my 

words will do anyone else I cannot

say.  Not knowing, 

being submerged in ambiguity and doubt, may prove to be

part and parcel of my salvation.  I refuse to 

pretend I am changing the world 

by the words I temporarily tame into 

submission.  Nevertheless, I loiter in my office, fiddling 

with words, concepts, and universal

emotions in order o see if illumination is

available in these

uncompromising waters.