Intolerable Intruders

Running out of options
Ran out of energy now I'm walking
When will I start stopping taking these toxins
Wonder if I'll be able to pay the cost when it's due
Always been me and you
What the fuck are we doing
Whatever it is it's taking a toll
Outta my mind and outta control
Ripping a hole right into my soul
Fighting against the flow
Preparing to hit an all time low
Where do I go if I no longer enjoy the show
Fuck if I know
I started to die fast and live slow
Imprisoned intuition
Innocent victim living in a vicious position
Pushed by threatening propositions
Empty promises tempt me to make mistakes making decisions
Unwelcomed visions enter through an invisible incision
Incredible answers unheard by an absurd consciousness unwilling to listen
Trapped in a cyclones twist
Alone with my own psychosis
Pissing on possessions
Pretending they're not priceless
My best advice is
Follow your heart
Until you find what you love
Then never let go
All else will fall in place
Ones self will kill ones health by itself with no help
I can't begin to describe the way my worst day accurately felt
That's why I don't try
Emotional suicide
Ego and pride refuse to die
eye for an eye 
leaves everybody blind 
In one hell of a bind 
lethargic target rotting in a tar pit 
regarded as one of the retarded 
Discarded debris
Poisoned particles polluting destiny 
Diluting purity 
Guilty of purgery 
perplexed expression exists in my reflection 
When expressing the extent of deep seeded depression 
evils alive and flourishing 
Surviving inside anything good hiding in the hatred 
Feeding on a heart beating 
finding fear nourishing 
 purchasing worthless things 
hoping one can cure your hurting 
cursing inanimate objects
pretending somehow outrageous rage protects what's precious 
Parasitic infection uninvited but let in
Relentless attempts to eventually wreck this 
Rights might be wrong 
somethings are better left where they belong