Invisible me, always unseen

Invisible is how I feel
never seen, never heard
and when I articulate my words
things just seem to get worse
and I wish I had not spoken
so I go back to being invisible.
it does not matter if something is wrong with me
it's insignificant it seems
when your invisible, no one ever cares
when you're invisible
they barely notice that you're there
and the things you have to say don't count
discussions happen but you're left out
when you're invisible
you go by unnoticed and unheard all the time
it can drive you crazy, you go out you're mind
wishing you could be seen
but you remain invisible
day after day
and as time passes you don't care
literally just remain a ghost there
living out you life
accepting that you have no value
except when they wish to take stuff out on you
that's when, you wish you could remain invisible
but they see you when it suits them
and ignore you when they don't need you again
I am just a ghostly apparition.