Is it bad to feel good

Oddly enough 
these numbers don't even add up 
Another streak of bad luck 
I said I had enough 
That can't matter 
cause no one cares
Then why all the glares 
He who properly prepares 
has no reason to be scared 
Unintelligent Information shared 
I stared a hole through your torso 
You're so toxic 
but please don't stop it 
trumpets trumpets 
let's grow 
Feeling great has to feel pretty good 
Bad news is  
doesn't last 
Before long 
life becomes a sad song 
That's on my momma 
Call me captain careless
 if you're concerned
 I could care less 
Careful what you wish for
 or I'll put a fist in your fistula 
Family members missing ya
Incomplete Myth chasing missions
Create dangerous twists
Turning timid and faithful followers 
Into sadistic beats 
Fucked up and faithless 
Starting my face on fire 
with a bic lighter 
and premium gasoline 
Targeting your entire team 
Translating truth 
To the obtuse 
Nonprofit 
getting profit nonstop 
and Noone can stop it 
Depleting supply of sustainable resources 
leads to food shortages 
fucking waters turned toxic 
Everybody's obnoxious 
Picking lip locks with Bobby pins 
Rather have tough losses than sloppy wins 
Popping pillow hidden pills and lozenges 
Oxygen loss is effecting affective thinking 
Distinction between good and evil shrinks at dusk 
The night time is the right time to fuck shit up