Death is unexpected, but suicide is unimaginable

Death is common and a natural part of life; but suicide is unimaginable.

But I didn’t expect to lose you so soon, or even by suicide, you grew your wings and now you’re in the sky.

Even though I’m still alive, when you left a part of me died. 
Why did you take your own life?
Why did you say goodbye?
Why did you leave us all behind?

Questions I want answers too, but they will remain unanswered, because no one can tell me why.

Sunsets, stars, clouds and the sky is the only way your presence remains in my life, everywhere I go you’re right by my side and you’re always looking down.

Whether you’re a beautiful sunset, a bright shiny star, a white or dark cloud, a blue or stormy sky, I know you’re always here guiding me and protecting me every step through this life.

When you left us that night a part of me died, a part of me went up with you in the sky. 

Wherever I am, or whoever I am with, I know you’re smiling looking down, I know you’re guiding me to the right path, I know you’re proud and cheering for me from the sky.

Death is unexpected; but suicide is unimaginable, I’ll forever be mad that God needed another angel, and it happened to be you; I’ll always question why. 

I hope you found peace and I hope you’re resting well.
27 years of life.
But forever in my heart.

Forever young and gone too soon.
It tears me apart; 
That I couldn’t save your life.