Is it cruel, or is it kind.

I wonder if you think of me,
While she's touching you,
Do you imagine me there,
Does she touch you,
Like i used too,
Do our hands feel the same,
upon your skin,
Do you close your eyes,
The very memories,
Seeping in,
Does your heart beat with hers,
In loving song,
Our hearts once beat together,
So strong,
Do you miss me,
While your kissing her,
Or are my memories,
stained upon your skin,
Upon kissing her sealing ours in,
Do you even wish,
you did things right ,
You'd be holding me,
Not her this night,
Time can't rewind,
But time can remind,
Life without me,
Is it cruel,
Or is it kind,