It feels like the sun has set and it will never rise again.

I have an overwhelming sadness I can no longer contain. I'm going to share our story, but how do I begin to explain? Well, when I was bullied as a child, by my side you were the only one that remained. I know now you used reverse psychology when you said "I need you to be my bodyguard, on this day this I proclaim". You told me I was your brother, the same Puerto Rican blood runs through our veins. I know you were being genuine, you being truthful is exactly what I had ascertained. We helped each other out through thick and thin and any problem coursing through our brains. Remember that time we got locked out of your house for hours out in the freezing rain? At least your parents forgave us for shattering that fancy windowpane. Even though it was my idea you were really quick to take the blame. Countless memories I will never forget as now my life will never be the same. 25 years later I still have that birthday gift you gave me, that flat Mariner silver chain. You can say that we were bad kids, we did some stuff that was insane. But at the same time we did so much good for our friends and family and that's what kept us sane. I owe you an apology for the 1600 miles we've had apart, distance is a difficult factor to maintain. I will say a prayer for you every night, celebrating your life followed by the word Amen. I hope I've done you justice by sharing the feelings that are pouring out my pen. Although I know that a Guardian Angel we all did gain. It feels like the sun has set and it will never rise again. Chimy, Rest In Paradise 1979-2018, of your story this certainly isn't the end.