It's a little too early to do the wrong thing now

Why is taking it easy so hard
And going hard so easy
If you don't know what I mean
you're lucky
Please believe me
Running out of time to be there for those who need me
I'm responsible for the way they see me 
Relying on whatever's within reach to relieve me 
Relying on memory for the  remedy
Clearly clouding the clarity
Find tranquility in transparency unreasonable means often times become necessary 
Resist the cloud of conformity
Persist through the mist of the majority
Magically rearranging whatever appears randomly
Actively attacking adversaries natural ability
Attracting an abstract understanding of reality unraveling  
Suspiciously being shadowed by strangers
Studying my behaviors
Unleashing increasing occurrences of paranoia inducing situations
Consciously reacting rationally
 believing beyond a reasonable doubt 
naturally ​​​​​Flooding the fuckin spot we stuck in 
Flying past the pressure 
Pursuing the pleasure
I'll take the penalty
Throw flags at the referee
Dish best served
I got the recipe