It’s bitter

My eyes threaten to spill tears I did not condone. 
I tell myself I am not alone
to go to sleep at night as the brightness of my bitter day starts to goodbye. 
Its bitter cause no one listens.
Its bitter cause I have no voice. 
Its bitter cause I know feeling this way is not my choice.  It’s better cause I hate this and everything’s  a lie.
 it’s better because no one loves me and would be happier if I just died. 
 it’s better cause I can’t come it’s myself otherwise. 

My brain kinda hates me and my heart just hurts, plus things don’t feel normal if I’m not on alert.
my paranoia kicks in and it’s bitter. 

Its bitter cause you’ll leave. 
It’s bitter cause love is painful and I can’t do things right. 
It’s bitter cause life won’t stop throwing hits. 
Its bitter because people throw me down every chance they get.

I’m just a bitter person,
bitter as can be.
I’m just a bitter person why can’t you see?

Therebis quite a ring to my song if you haven’t caught it. 
I’ll be bitter till the end and you cannot stop it.