It's Never Going To Be

My messages she says no longer makes sense 
That I'm different 

Even my poetry is different 

I forgot a lot of stuff 

She took it personal 

Stuff about her that I would never forget 

Stuff about me that I would never forget 

Like her favorite ice cream that made her pretty sad that I didn't remember that 

I cuss more now she says 

She notices every detail 

In every way that I've changed 

It makes me hate myself 

Like there's nothing left 

Of all the things she used to love about me

Usually she's happy to see me 

She doesn't want to now 

She's waiting 

And I've already figured it out 

Everything's changed 

It'll never be the same again 

She's on her way out

And she doesn't even realize it